The Vessa Project

Two post in one day? No. One is just old. For this one to make sense you should probably read the first one though. I'm back, to the bedroom awaiting the next time the tones drop, if they do at all for the remainder of the shift.  Today was going to be the day and then, out of an unknown emotion I chose to wait. Wait one more day before I finally set myself free. Free from the burden of care, free from the burden of truly understanding. I have put it off for far too long and I've finally put in the work and figured out where to go from here. The answer is, I truly don't know yet. My life is going to be a little bit of back and forth for a while, sort of like the trade off between parents after a divorce. The mixes of emotions, the fear, feelings of being homesick. That's all the things I'm choosing to look forward to. I am choosing to brush it off as an outgrowth of one place but in reality it is the most toxic breakup (as far as workplace) that I think I may ever e...

Life will allow you to sit down and float through if that's what you choose to do. Your morals and values are what determine your moves.  The Vessa Project was created out of genuine concern for people like me. The ones that "care too much" and "talk too loud". The ones who really want to leave the world a better place than they found it. The ones who show up to their job and treat it as a priority versus a paycheck. The ones who have struggled to make it this far in life and have found themselves in survival mode for the better part, or majority, of it.  So here's the question: How could something that you once so badly wanted... turn into the biggest tragedy in your life? This question can apply to so many things and really, all aspects of life. Marriage and Divorce. Pregnancy and Miscarriage. Love and Hate. Career and Work. I am a perception based person and always working towards evolution in my mindset and viewpoints. I try to be the optimist and see th...